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The girl, Nicole. Born 12081988 to be a leo. Studying at NP>BFS. She loves to eat,♥ especially cupcakes and dark chocolates.♥She loves to shop. She loves to talk.♥She love her dar dar,Phua Cheng Yi.♥♥♥ She loves and she just loves them all! (:
Feel so dead this morning. I wonder if I can get to work later.. I'm praying hard that I can... It's this stupid feeling of vomitting but there's nothing coming out. (Alright, peeps, dun read too much about it.. it's just gastric prob alright.)
Dad came back from work this morning. I dread to hear that. That's one of the reason why I rather spend all my time at work all these while. A Full day may be tiring but I rather do that than staying at home to face him. It's not about how much I dislike my family, or rather, I love them. It's not about how much I dislike my dad, or rather, I love him too. Disappointment doesn't get me to love him even more.
Well, I dun really wan to touch on the very sensitive topic. But rather, I love my daddy for being a nice daddy all these while. I love him when I'm a small little girl (Cause I'm living in my own world then, anything that has been happening is none of my business..) BUT!
I HATE HIM for what he did that makes him seems like an irresponsible man. If I would him, I often think I would rather put in more effort in making this family happier.
Maybe 'HATE' is a very strong word to use, alright I dislike him for that.
He's normal.. nothing wrong just that he loves to drink. And it's a LOT! He don't care if he would be hospitalised again for this or if he wouldn't be able to get to work tomorrow.
Everyone knows his bad habit...
I can't stand it! I used to think as long as we 'helped' him to finish up every single can or bottle of his drink, he would be left with nothing to drink. But den I realised he would go out and have it himself and get drunk back, of course. I dislike the way my relatives commented on the fine genes that we got from him, for being able to drink. THANKS TO YOU PEOPLE! I RATHER DONATE THEM TO YOU IF YOU WANTED IT SO MUCH! IT'S NOT FUNNY! IT'S NOT A MATTER WHICH YOU CAN JOKE ABOUT!
I know he do control himself when he drinks nowadays but I'm very disappointed to see that each time. He drinks and smoke at the same time. I think he's trying to shorten his life by doing this. Well, I think I would just mention this much. It's too sensitive. Anyway I guess you wouldn't be able to understand this. Maybe.. You think it's funny.. Watever it is.
