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The girl, Nicole. Born 12081988 to be a leo. Studying at NP>BFS. She loves to eat,♥ especially cupcakes and dark chocolates.♥She loves to shop. She loves to talk.♥She love her dar dar,Phua Cheng Yi.♥♥♥ She loves and she just loves them all! (:
Went town shopping in my killer heels yesterday. It was terrible. Yes, I knew it would be painful but still I put them on. =) Actually I intend to go CityHall after shopping around in Town but den I can barely walk for long distance so in the end...didn't go... =( Sorry gal.
Went TCC instead of NewYorkNewYork. Well, anyway it's not bad at least it's so comfortable that I can really relax myself and start stonning. How I wished the time would just stopped there..had been feeling so tired after working consecutively for almost more than a week.Indeed, it's really very nice to just sit there and look at the street and all. It seems to me that everyone is busy rushing to somewhere, with lotsa things-to-do inside their minds, everyone seems very busy. While I'm looking at them behind the 
glasses, stonning and relaxing myself. Oh yea. This is the kinda life I'm looking forward to. I wan to get myself into a very busy state and enjoy all the wealth that I've earned from all my hardwork. 
Not forgetting, the sweet-smelling pink rose bud tea and the yummlious pizza sandwich.Now I'm so looking forward to my PAY DAY!!! I've prepared a list of THINGS TO BUY so I juz need my pay and I can take action immediately! 
Finally got into class TF**. Alright. Dun noe if I can announced it publicly. :x
Got to view my Class Timetable juz den and realised my IEF tutor is KOH POH TEE! Awwww~ Alright, it's not that she's bad or wat but heard that she's rather....erhmmm.. the overall conclusion about her is she's not bad and what she did is for our own good.
Yea. Kinda miss school now. Anyway choices are made yet I'm still happy with the choices made. Cause afterall we get to be together and even though it may be a diff class but still all of us can be TOGETHER!
I miss dancing too. Actually tot of signing up for the Ballet Class at the CC opp my house. Awww~ But sad it's ADVANCED! I'm not that good to take up the advanced class for ballet.
Dancing, maybe I can go back, maybe I can't. Yea. Simply I couldn't help it to physco myself, afterall my old injuries.... It's no longer an issue of whether I want to dance but CAN I DANCE?
I can't even do the minimum split now! Maybe not to that extend but I'm no different from somebody who's like handicap???? Sometimes I really feel so miserable to see the others dancing in the room. I kept trying at times to push myself to do wat I used to do but I juz can't make it!!! Maybe I can do the basic but I can no longer do what I expect of myself. I love to dance but CAN I HAVE THE CHANCE TO DANCE AGAIN? CAN I RECOVER FROM MY OLD INJURIES?
I wonder if mircles works.... I hope mircles do works...
It has been a really CRAZY day. I dun noe why, it's juz so crazy and complicated.
Awww.. the day started with Self-timetabling. It can be labelled as "FUN". I got online since 1100 and was chatting until 1200hrs. Kept refreshing until 1258hrs and finally registration opens. Kinda weird to succeed in enrolling into BFS0603, was kinda PHEW~.
Juz as I tot it was a success, I realised my 2 besties didn't managed to get in. Awwww~ STUPID SYSTEM! Why like dat! Grrrrrrr~
So decide to choose another one but this time round 1 of us din get in... Awww~ STUPID SYSTEM! Why like dat! Grrrrr~
Anyway now still deciding wat to do. Awww~ STUPID SYSTEM! Why like dat! Grrrrr~
I'm really very tired after a long day at work. Feel like sleeping now.... Can I SLEEP NOW!!??
Juz logged in to MSN todae....It has been days ever since I last logged in. (U noe why I dun wan to log in ;) Cuz my frenz msg me not to logged in cuz her lappy had been attacked by some virus and the virus actually duplicate itself to the other contacts that she has in her MSN account. So as not to take the risk, I didn't logged in at all until this morning. Luckily nothing happened.
Poor gal, she seemed to be the target for all sorts of virus.
Was very happy to heard from my bestie, Bernice. Yea, she actually left me a msg when she's in Tai Zhong. Hmmm... Another happy thing is we actually got the same time slot and day for our IS module and Self-timetabling enrolment. Weee~ I muz get into the same class with her. LOL!
Hope that she haf a safe trip back! :)
I missed sch already. How I wished to get back to sch and start the whole new range of activites and the ever-so-busy life.
The weather is getting hotter each day. Now I've gotta bun up my hair daily... :(
Some updates on my work... I decided to quit the new job that I've juz got. (Now, all of us should be wondering and saying Huh! How cum!?) LOL! Alright, Cuz I find that job not suitable for me. Even though it may be located near my house but den I feel that I'm more of a store-gal den a salesgal. All I've to do each day is just to pack and pack the stock and that's all!? Go home lo!
I dun wan this kinda work.. It's totally not I expected.
Anyway decided to work back at Bugis. Alright, even though my lady boss maybe very bad, at least I no longer a junior there. I dun have to get scolded by anyone there. Furthermore, the task there is much more easier than ****.
I'm a little fickle-minded. Anyway kinda anxious cuz gotta choose our timetable and IS module this time round, I pray I pray that we choose the same. :)
Results released yesterdae. Kinda shocked to received a msg frm NP early in the morning! I tot it was supposed to be released after 1500hrs!? Anyway checked my results and was contented with it. That's all!
I knew that it would happened everytime whenever the results released. Many would try to guess and wonder wat the others are scoring instead of focusing and reflecting on their own score. Somehow I feel that it isn't the score that is important but I can't decieved myself either that it is the score that determined how good your performance is. Yes, indeed it is true that we 're in the 'paperchase' era so we might not WANT TO be so grade-concious but we HAVE TO be one. No choice, many are judging based on your performance and there goes to say it the GRADE! the SCORE! the G.P.A! the CREDIT!
However it's true that the SCORE is important BUT... one should reflect n not regret. Isn't it true? Yes, definitely we'll regret for not scoring well, for not scoring even better? But if it's juz all abt regretting then forget it, you'll never make it the next time. It'll still be the same, which mean that you'll repeat ur mistake again and again and u'll still be in the position of regretting and the cycle goes on and on. Instead of staying in that position, why not jump out of that position and start to reflect on ur performance?
Comparing and degrading yourself isn't the right way to go. So wat if u've scored better than I do? So wat if u've a B+ while I'm only a B? Does that matter? It doesn't meant that u're smarter than me and I've to look up to u as a GENIUS? Hello!? You might be able to K.O everyone in your cohort but you'll never be able to K.O everyone in the world? Similarly, u might have lose to a few individuals but that doesn't mean u've lose to everyone in the whole world? It doesn't mean that u've to stop there and start to degrade urself and ur ability? No one has the extraordinary abilities since young, so what if they have it? If they would to sit around and think that they are the best they would end up with NOTHING!
Only if we reflect on our failure and setbacks would one be able to improve and do better.
Think about it! :)
Sighhh... I'm SICK! Really hate to be sick, it juz so terrible. All I wanted to do now is to SLEEP n SLEEP n SLEEP. So tried and miserable....
It has kinda surprised some why I'm "suddenly" sick. hahahaha... actually yea.. Coz I went to my aunt house on SUN (actually took an OFF day juz because of this) Was gaming and chatting with my cousin at my aunt house and dine later at Allson Hotel - Ah Yi Abalone Restaurant. It's juz so nice to dine with my aunt and uncle. Yea. It's the SAKE that cause me sick... LOL!
We had Sake that dae instead of dining with red wine, so was sick the next day. Luckily, it juz made my throat a little uncomfortable. So was juz down with some heavy nose and had to be called to work yesterdae (actually Mondae is my official OFF day). The climax - Both Kai Ling and I did not made any sales yesterdae. It's kinda embarrassing that our sales figures was $0 and $0! Glad that the MORNING GALS did very well yesterdae! Kudos! :)
Gotta work later... I think I'm gonna die there! :(
A pic taken at Sunny's 21st B'dae. Upload late cuz she has juz sent this to me. Anyway kinda enjoyable... not forgetting her "meow meow" cake. It's big with a toon cat!GOOD NEWS! BEGA confirmed me already! Yay! Yea. It's good news as I no longer haf to work in that sad place. Kinda surprise to received a call frm the supervisor telling me that they decided to hire me. I'm still in my sleep and was pretty shocked cuz they have to monitor the performance of the candidates for 3 days before the confirmation and yea... I juz went to work juz yesterdae. SO I TOT IT WAS A DREAM. But I knew it wasn't.. Kinda surprise, excited.... FULL OF EMOTIONS!!! LOL!!!Yea. In fact they are kind enough to give me 2 weeks to end my work at Bugis. So todae when my lady boss came; I knew I've to tell her this...Well... as usual she wud badmouth the other gals at the other outlets den commented that those O-lvls students leaving cuz Poly reopening soon. She even commented that those gals were very kiasu as they have yet to noe if they' ve already gotten a place in the polytechnic. Then there's a gal who came for interview todae, she's very sweet and nice. So I decided to pass her but den what my lady boss commented was; " Wah! So fat still wanna be a Sales Gal arh! I dun wan to hire FAT ppl lohz!" Actually that gal wasn't fat but she was kinda tall and a little huge only. Definitely not FAT!? Hey! What's wrong with being huge? Doesn't mean all huge ones are FAT ones? Totally NO LINK AGAIN! She juz luv to use her own perception to link everything that are always no link together...Anyway kinda glad to work near my place... somemore I can take 74 as usual back and juz only 1 bus to get home which is only 6 stop away. Thank GOD! Well.. my bestie (yea, BERNICE) leaving again for Taiwan. see dumping me again. Betta take care. Praying for a safe trip....
"Sense of trouble... Sense of Danger..."Didn't blog last nite cuz I was injured. . . . .Not mentally injuries but physically injuries but it seems alright now... after blue black then should be near to recovery.In fact it was a happy day for me yesterdae, I dun noe why sales was good for me even though I'm being nagged again by my lady boss... This time round, not because of sales but the computer!?Yes. Cuz before I could enter the cash amt I received frm my customer, the cash box suddenly popped out by itself and she actually blame me for my "mistake" of not keying in the amt!? HELLO! So I told her wat happened and she gave me that kinda look and tried it herself and sae where got. But den.. I think I have been kinda suey cuz when she key nth happened. What to sae.. she win lohz...She even asked Kai Ling if she has encountered such an incident and Kai Ling also agreed to what I sae. Anyway I can sense what she meant that I'm trying to find excuses to cover my fault!? Since that's how she perceived, let it be, anyway no matter how hard I tried to explained it's still being seen as "trying to find excuses" Alright. Let it be.
My bestie is back! Yea, no doubt I'm refering to Bernice. This gal arh... enjoy herself so much until she's still very sleepy.. Muz haf play until she gave up her sleeping hrs.. Yea. Had been smsing after work with her and then result in a BIG FALL. (HEY! I din reply cuz I juz fell down lahz.) DUN LAUGH ARH...Cuz I'm walking down the stairs and was also smsing her msg. I also dun noe what happened, I just slipped and fell like 4 or 5 steps. I'm so shocked that I dun even noe that I have actually fell. I juz sat and stone there for a while and then stood up and walk to my house. It's kinda "er? What happened arh? How cum I fell down juz now?" Anyway hurt my back but it's alright now.. juz my hand... there's a hump and it's damn painful when I put my hand down.
CAUTION!(It's gonna be a very long post...)
Finally! Hana Kimi Esp. 15!!! Aright, it was really very funny but the ending was kinda a little disappointing. Actually I thought they might reveal all the "truth" but den... no lohz! So sad. However I think that should be the way...Manga edition! Luv the manga so much!!! Well.. guess I'll fall in love with anything that has gotta do with Hana Kimi! Alright.. I'll juz wanna start off my long post with something light.
Went 'walk walk' with Melody yesterday... was really very emo yesterday. Hmm... lot of things happened and really wanted to get out of all these nonsense. Emotionally a little weak these days...Thanks for the accompany, Mel!We went K and yea.. no doubt it's all S.H.E! Luv them lots! Gonna eat NEWYORK,NEWYORK agaiN!!!!
BaD PerFormance? MY FAULT!!???
Kinda emo. AGAIN! (Yea, again...) Sales hasn't been very good these days. This is the "QUIET" season! One thing that made me very upset is.... my lady boss actually blame all these (no sales, no customers) on our luck. She would grumble that by pairing whoever with whoever = NO LUCK, which simply meant that "our luck" is the main cause behind all these "no sales, no customers". It's really very unfair! I really dun like the way she link all these up! It's like totally NO LINK! Anyway she's the lady boss so watever things she say is RIGHT! So she did some arrangement which is to "re-pair". Lara gotta work in Parkway since she sae pairing both of us is like NO LUCK. Well.. Since that way seems to "work out all these LUCK" so I've no say.Went AMK HUB todae to look for a new job. Unable to stand all these emotional stress... Interviewed for 2 and yea got response from one of them today! Was really very happy. They actually wanted me to try out this thurs and yea I agreed. So I inform my lady boss that I'm wanna take OFF on Thurs. GUESS WAT! Alright.. Sales todae had been bad. It's hasn't been very good after CNY. Wat to do? There's No customers, so how to push ourselves further to serve and improve the current situation. Seriously, I'm mentally very stressed up esp when she called and asked abt the sales abt the current situation and all. Dun even tok abt how I felt when she came over to survey the situation. Actually her monitoring is all abt whether we play or slack a not, it's not pretty much on how much is the current sales. TRUST! This is where we tok abt TRUST! Back to topic... Alright, she actually shrieked and said that how cum Lara also took the same OFF day as me. Previously we work together for a period and she decided to separate us because of the 'LUCK' issue, no doubt you can sense that what she mean is .... we gang up and took the same OFF day. Alright, I really feel very upset, as in... how can she say that. There is no minimum trust among the employer and the employees at all! How to survive!? I really doubt that! I really doubt that! Actually, I've been feeling very stressed up these days, when there's no customers, I began to worry what wud she said again, I began to worry abt the sales, I began to think of how to improve the current situation, I began to feel very afraid of seeing both my boss and the lady boss, I began stressed myself up until I totally have no mood to work and totally stone there. I'm afraid to tok to her, I dun noe what kind of words might come out from her again. I really dread toking to her cuz it sure affect my mood for the rest of the day. Alright, now for what I can do is to pray and hope to pass the trial and change a new working environment. I dun mind if the job is tough but I really mind if I have to suffer all these mental stress! Well, I guess I've to sleep now..
