Mood: Sad It has been 2 days ever since I've gotten that bad news. Yet.. I'm still unable to react the-way-I-want-it-to-be. Sigh..
80 days later... I've to bid goodbye to my dear bf, who apparently has been told that he'll be involved in a short-term detachment to Thailand. Thank goodness... It was just 1 month. I could barely imagine how would I react if it's the usual 2 mth detachment. Sigh..
It's just lately that I realised how fortunate I am that I dun have to suffer the separation with him as he has already been-sent-into-Tekong-Island. Yet yet yet... My lil brain has forgotten that he might be sent for any short-term / long-term detachment anytime soon... Failure to anticipate uncertainties in life.
Well... Uncertainties in life.. Isn't these are what that makes our life more exciting? I questioned this now...
I can't helped.. but tears just keep flowing out from my eyes when I heard of the news.
Before the release of the news, he told me that he has got a really bad news for me.. which sets me thinking what are the bad news? The list of bad news that comes up to me would probably be... he has gotta work on Sunday? or he would be call back anytime for work on Monday?
Well... these are really bad news to me... Yet he told me it's a news that's gonna beat all these 'my-category-of-bad-NEWS'.
I knew it's coming my way however I chose not to say the word out.
'Detachment'....This word is enough to flood my eyes with tears..
So... he would be leaving 10 days after the start of my sch and would be gone the 1 mth where I've to cope in an entirely new environment. I guess I should stop wallowing deep into such negative thoughts...
It's gonna be a challenge in our relationship. And I would categorise it as a minor one thou... Cause I believe after this, he would be called for more and longer detachment. Instead of crying over something that I've no control at all... why not think more positively and face the challenges bravely with a smile.