03May2008
OUR ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY!

FIRST! My pressie for him! It took me 2 weeks plus to get it done nicely... And... Last minute work means I rushed till 4am on 03May08 morning... It's tiring.. I'm so dead and sleepy but it's worth it! LOL! As usual, SURPRISE FOR HIM!

It took a while for him to open the whole thing cause I deliberately made it difficult for him to remove the strings and wrapper :D

TADA! Our 1 mth anniversary sketch book! Hmmm.. Alright.. It's nth but it took me 2 weeks to get it done.. Alright.. I'm very selfish.. so I will only show a few pages of what's it like inside.. Unless I showed you the pic personally which featured each and every single page! BLINK!

See the movie tickets at the side? It's our FIRST MOVIE on 1oMar2008.

Showcase of a lil bit of pictures... Hmmm.. Here's some pix of the bears that he gave me whenever he play CATCH CATCH :) Notice that each bears comes with a date.. Alright.. It can't be seen very clearly... But it's actually the dates of the day he 'caught' them.


Hmmm.. Alright.. Here's the dates that we went out together, detailed with places that we went, our dinner etc. Thanks to my lil diary!


ONE WEEK ANNIVERSARY!

Had a hard time collecting all these tickets... Nearly misplace them.. Alright.. I admit that I'm clumsy and careless :)


Up: The letter from me to him :)
Down: TADA! Our movies tickets and the Sentosa entry cards :) Dates maybe just dates in this sketchbook. But.. for each dates... it marks each and every path that we have come by together for our 1 month!
PS I LOVE YOU: Thank you for coming into my life. Remember, I don't want the best, I want the simplest :) You should know what I'm referring to :)
Love you dar dar! Happy One Month! Muackz! Wish upon a shining stars....
Once I've been very uncertain, once I've been very bothered, once I've been very troubled. It's tough for me to come so far.. It's tough for me to convince myself... It's tough for me to be certain... I used to think if it's really too tough for me and no matter how hard I tried if I still can't get certain.. maybe it's fate that I should just walk away.
Miracle do happen...
I'm 200% certain. I know how much I'm willing to put in... It's my secret...
07May2008
It's a tiring day today.. Didn't attend CFAS tutorial cause sth happen at home. I'm freak out and worried.. but after sorting out my thoughts... I learnt to clam myself down. Rushed home to see to the things and make sure the kids had their afternoon nap before I start off with doing what I'm told to do. Granny's worried face really made me feel so worried but I know I can't feel that way... as it would only made her feel even more worried. Granny teared and I don't know how I can comfort her... I wanted to... Tears just flood my eyes at that moment... but I know I can't think of anything that is too negative.. It's tough but I tried.
Mom couldn't call back home so I'm not updated about what's going on... Worried about what's going on.... All I can do is to wait for their calls, calls from my uncles, aunties, granny and cousins... Thanks so much ppl!
Thankfully it's sort of settled.. not really considered settled.. I'm worried about my sis safety... Hopefully this thing would just come to an end. It's really too ridiculous and causes mental stress on my family members.. It's just too much.. I'm tired too... Seriously... I'm very tired today... :(
I'm worried about the safety of my family members, myself and most importantly my sis...