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Monday, March 05, 2007

12:34:00 PM

CAUTION!

(It's gonna be a very long post...)

Finally! Hana Kimi Esp. 15!!! Aright, it was really very funny but the ending was kinda a little disappointing.

Actually I thought they might reveal all the "truth" but den... no lohz! So sad. However I think that should be the way...

Manga edition! Luv the manga so much!!! Well.. guess I'll fall in love with anything that has gotta do with Hana Kimi!

Alright.. I'll juz wanna start off my long post with something light.

Went 'walk walk' with Melody yesterday... was really very emo yesterday. Hmm... lot of things happened and really wanted to get out of all these nonsense. Emotionally a little weak these days...

Thanks for the accompany, Mel!

We went K and yea.. no doubt it's all S.H.E! Luv them lots!

Gonna eat NEWYORK,NEWYORK agaiN!!!!

Seriously... this part is the most emo part of this long post..

BaD PerFormance? MY FAULT!!???
Kinda emo. AGAIN! (Yea, again...) Sales hasn't been very good these days. This is the "QUIET" season! One thing that made me very upset is.... my lady boss actually blame all these (no sales, no customers) on our luck. She would grumble that by pairing whoever with whoever = NO LUCK, which simply meant that "our luck" is the main cause behind all these "no sales, no customers". It's really very unfair! I really dun like the way she link all these up! It's like totally NO LINK! Anyway she's the lady boss so watever things she say is RIGHT! So she did some arrangement which is to "re-pair". Lara gotta work in Parkway since she sae pairing both of us is like NO LUCK. Well.. Since that way seems to "work out all these LUCK" so I've no say.

Went AMK HUB todae to look for a new job. Unable to stand all these emotional stress... Interviewed for 2 and yea got response from one of them today! Was really very happy. They actually wanted me to try out this thurs and yea I agreed. So I inform my lady boss that I'm wanna take OFF on Thurs. GUESS WAT!

Alright.. Sales todae had been bad. It's hasn't been very good after CNY. Wat to do? There's No customers, so how to push ourselves further to serve and improve the current situation. Seriously, I'm mentally very stressed up esp when she called and asked abt the sales abt the current situation and all. Dun even tok abt how I felt when she came over to survey the situation. Actually her monitoring is all abt whether we play or slack a not, it's not pretty much on how much is the current sales. TRUST! This is where we tok abt TRUST!

Back to topic... Alright, she actually shrieked and said that how cum Lara also took the same OFF day as me. Previously we work together for a period and she decided to separate us because of the 'LUCK' issue, no doubt you can sense that what she mean is .... we gang up and took the same OFF day. Alright, I really feel very upset, as in... how can she say that. There is no minimum trust among the employer and the employees at all! How to survive!? I really doubt that! I really doubt that! Actually, I've been feeling very stressed up these days, when there's no customers, I began to worry what wud she said again, I began to worry abt the sales, I began to think of how to improve the current situation, I began to feel very afraid of seeing both my boss and the lady boss, I began stressed myself up until I totally have no mood to work and totally stone there. I'm afraid to tok to her, I dun noe what kind of words might come out from her again. I really dread toking to her cuz it sure affect my mood for the rest of the day.

Alright, now for what I can do is to pray and hope to pass the trial and change a new working environment. I dun mind if the job is tough but I really mind if I have to suffer all these mental stress!

Well, I guess I've to sleep now..